wanted: renew my heart,renew me
Monday, January 1st, 2007For 3 yrs. we spend are lives together every minute and seconds we breath each other though it seemed that it is still incomplete maybe there are clouds that hinder out to our true understandings of our feelings, I do wanna blame things to whom is wrong nor to myself maybe it could be the way it has to happen but why i didnt reacted on a simple thing that could not lead to the confusion that we are facing right now its’nt right for me to keep my silence or rather than making such noise that could and may jeopardize ourselves..
Maybe i was just afraid of what more I could loose of that what I dont have anymore in the first place, even this happen I’m still gratefull of your love that you showed me , maybe it was just a love that was longing for to be shared for a minute of my lifetime, I will cherish this and still be in silence and hopefully keep it to myself forevermore.
Please dont pity me nor my action, i just need your understanding and comfort as my friend
letting go of some one that is dear to you will never be the same of letting go of my last breathe on the day that star never sparks anymore in the velvet sky ….. ocean splash its waves on my drying sanity thought
insanity still remain it will be just the calming time that we can say it will fade away like my love vanish as the each waves touches the sand of our lives
maybe i will not search for fate for now …………….
let fate finds me here and maybe I’ll be ready next time
